Life is feeling so weird right now. I think it's a combination of the sucky weather, being sick, stress, and pmsy hormones.
I feel very socially awkward, like I don't know how to talk to people like I used to be able to. I'm never in the mood to really do anything; I have no motivation at all. I think this makes me feel like a bad friend when I am supposed to hang out or am hanging out with friends and I'm no fun at all and don't really feel like doing anything at all. I just look at myself and think, I wouldn't want to be friends with me, why would anyone else want to be friends with me.
I'm not trying to feel sorry for myself or get sympathy either. I just really feel this way. I don't know why. And that's the most frustrating part about it. I feel like I just need some time to relax, collect my life together again, and then I will be able to go on as normal. But I just don't have the time to do that at all. If I'm not in class, I'm at work or studying, or just sitting with absolutely no motivation to do anything at all except sleep.
I never used to be like this - what is wrong with me?
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You are not a bad friend, or alone... i have been feeling that way alot lately too...
i'm not really sure what's to blame for it, but know that you're not alone!
if you ever need to talk...i'm just a phone call away!
miss you... jules
hey chica! I definitely know how you're feeling...I felt that way all last semester. I was in a slump and didn't have the energy to get out of it. I'm still that way a bit. Just hang in there until you catch a moment to breath and rejuvenate! :) Maybe a day at a spa is in order? :) You're a great friend and I really appreciate you letting me stay at your place while I was at AU! I'll miss you a lot! Love ya, Nicole